Sunday, 18 November 2018

I'm back (well, sorta)

Hey guys.

I'm back! Well, sort of, I suppose. I graduated from university with my bachelor's degree more than a year ago, and had planned to put up more content on here (more specifically, a "21 Things I've Learned After Turning 21" post, and perhaps even a "Post-graduation woes" post). I'd even drafted the posts, but actually publishing them on here clearly didn't happen. Whoops.

Anyway, why did I come back to revive this dead blog, you may ask? I guess it's merely because of how today's just another one of those days where everything comes crashing down on me and the heaviness of my tiredness (both mental and physical) increases tenfold. And I didn't know where else to spill it all out, and decided that this would be the best place...

Just as some background information to those who are curious - I'm back in university, but I'm doing a Postgraduate Diploma course this time round (in order to be eligible to qualify as a lawyer after). We've been told that we're supposed to treat this intensive course as a full-time job, but it feels like one of those craaazy jobs where one gets absolutely zero work-life balance. And it doesn't help that the people I love the most are more than 10,000 kilometres away from me. Don't get me wrong though, I've found an amazing bunch of people here whom are a joy to be around; I know I can count on them and call them my friends. But the crazy workload just makes me homesick. It almost feels like I'm stuck in this crazy intense cycle and everything's been taking a toll on me.

I don't know, I guess it feels like I'm slowly losing my mind. Ha ha ha. *pulls an awkward everything-is-going-great smile*

Alright, I think I'll end my rant here before I start sounding like some psychotic woman (and run out of time to prepare for tomorrow's classes).

Thanks for coming to my TED Talk entertaining my crazy rant! Fingers crossed that I'll return with a more positive post next time. Hope everything is well with you, wherever you are! :)

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